Daily Archives: 28 April 2007

what it’s like

I went to bed thinking about Magazine Man and his family, and woke up thinking about them. This is such a hard thing to go through.

The numb, I remember the numb. And the bewildered, don’t know what to do while you wait for the weight of all that grief and loss to come down on you like a ton of bricks. It’s hard to breathe deeply, you keep forgetting what you came upstairs for, you run out of thought before you can finish the sentence. Continue reading

sorry darlings

I know I have to get my mixmania list up, plus some knitting progress, and I will very soon, but I’m up to my ears in this translation (and some related miffed-ness at Mr. Husband), and grieving for Magazine Man and his family, who suffered a dreadful loss the day before yesterday. Please send some prayers their way, if you got’em.

Song du jour of the day: Forever Young, by Alphaville. The saddest song I know.