I’m dithering about going to the Chiemsee Reggae Summer this month. It’s happening right when Kilian and Robert take off for Italy, without me, about which I will be bummed for No Good Reason (this was covered in the oops-sorry entry), and it would be good to take my mind off things. Yeah, but it’s been a really rainy summer, and a music festival in the rain…is for 20-somethings on drugs, frankly. Not for Mom + Kid. But getting out of the house would sure be good. But Jimmy Cliff and Sean Paul are playing at 9.30 and 11.30, respectively – too late for the Gusalus. Even Toots and the Maytals (6.30) might be pushing it. All that way just to see Desmond Dekker… I’d really like to see Desmond Dekker… I’d also really like to see Jimmy, Sean, and Toots, though. Dither, waffle, seesaw. Meh. Probably not. Too much risk.
But jeez, I just went to Legoland last weekend, and saw Herbie this weekend, and have promised the Playmobil Funpark later this month. Could we submerge our personality in motherhood just a bit more, hm? The non-mom is still here, studying database management, but she doesn’t get out much, does she? She should have some fun.
On the other hand, she is 34. Maybe she shouldn’t try to pick up where she left off, when she got pregnant at 23.